I never imagined that telling someone you loved them would be this scary. Love is such a...gloriously confusing thing. People search for it and want it all their lives but they push it away or they don't realize what they really have. I've dreamed of falling in love for a while and I never ever pictured that if and when I found it it would be so hard to say those three little words. It's like you want to say it so so bad, and then to have the other person say it back but you're scared out of your mind because if you say it and they don't 1) you'll feel like an idiot, 2) things will be really awkward and 3) you'll be crushed. So my question is: Is it better to have loved someone and them not love you back or not love at all? And like what if you find this incredible love but for some reason it doesnt work out, will you go for the rest of your life wondering about it? will you ever be able to fall in love more than you did that one time, and what if you aren't?
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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