I think I'd win the award for most fickle person right about now. And I just don't even know why I'm being so fickle. Guess it comes with being an infatuated teenager, even though I can't stand that word. infatuated....ick. idk just something about it, but i def can't say in love so idk what else to call it. Annnnnnyways...this is really boring. new year's is very soon, kinda makes me reflect on 2005 but more than that it makes me wonder what's gonna happen next year, 2 pretty good mysteries on my hands right now...matt's feelings and the future. hmmm hope they both turn out well, i guess it's jsut what I make of it. alright well i have nothing to say so umm yea. the end.

MS